A little bit of vampire love for valentines XD! This is what happens after loss of divinity

(I made my way throw the dark room and stopped at the end of Gabrielle's bed. She looked so beautiful. A gleam of light caught my and I turned to see a mirror, I was horrified at the sight I saw. It was me but, not me...I had changed. I walked to the mirror and kneeled before it. " My eyes! My hair! My face! What has happened to me!?" My eyes were a deep red color, my hair had grown out and changed color as well, it was black with white bangs now and my skin was a pale dead white. I lost control and began to weep then I screamed out of anger waking Gabrielle and punched right through the mirror, tearing the flesh of my arm. In a shard of glass from the mirror I saw that my tears were made of blood. Gabrielle ran to me and grabbed me around the waste. " Nikolas! What’s happed to you?" She helped me up to my feet and sat me on the bed beside her. " Oh my, your arm! Let me help you." She said searching franticly for something to stop the bleeding. Finally she looked to her nightdress and began to rip it from the bottom up. My eyes were trained on her hands as she did this, every inch she tore exposed a little of her beautiful leg. She finally got the long ripped cloth off and started to wrap my arm. My hand lay across her lap and my fingers sat right at the edge of the tear she had made in her dress. She sat silently there tending to my wounds and I couldn't help but stare at her, Her beauty was overbearing to me and now that I was part human I could feel things very differently then before, In fact I had things I didn't before. I slid my finger along her thigh slowly. She didn't move or look at me. I slid two fingers along her thigh. She lifted her eyes to mine and whispered. " Please don't, It tickles." She smiled and continued to wrap. She looked so innocent and sweet yet her nightdress clinging to every curve it seemed and made her look more womanly then pure now. Lust was a sense I had never felt before and I was baffled by its power. I lifted my hand away from Gabrielle. " What are you doing? I'm not finished yet." She said surprised. " Watch" I said. And I raised my arm up and made a first. The blood stopped running and the wounds began to vanish. Gabrielle looked on in amazement. I took off the wrap and laid it on the floor while Gabrielle watch. She bent down and picked it up. " Wow! Can you fix my dress now?" She giggled. " No I can't but I think it looks better this way." I said sliding my hand along her thigh. She gasped and quickly grabbed me. "Why did you not tell me you were sick?" I asked. She looked surprised and then sadly turned. " I knew you would leave soon...I didn't want to live without you so...So I thought if I died like that maybe I would go to heaven and I could be with you." A single tear ran down her cheek, formed a drop; I caught it before it fell. "Gabrielle...Can you still love a monster?" I asked her, holding her cheek, feeling the warmth of it. " You are not a monster! You are as beautiful as always and I will love you forever." She quickly grabbed me in a hug. I held her as tight as I could. The feel of her body against mine was like bliss and I found myself kissing her neck gently, then her shoulders. She sighed and held tighter. " Nikolas, take me away from all this. I don't want to be here anymore...I hate it...Just take me away." I looked her in the eyes, she was crying now. " Hush, my love...Do you trust me? " I asked. " Of course! Nikolas “ I felt very dizzy all of the sudden and collapsed into Gabrielle's lap. " Nikolas!" Gabrielle gasped grabbing my shoulders as I fell. "Blood...I lost too much blood..." I could barely speak now my vision was blurring and I felt a great hunger deep in my stomach. " I need blood...Gabr...please..." I said trying to lift my head. Gabrielle lifted my shoulders and laid me on my back. She was crying. " Nikolas! Please what should I do? How can I help you? Nikolas!" I could feel her shaking as she tried to wake me. " I need blood...I..." "Blood?" she asked. " But how? …I...I don't know what to do..." I took her hand and held it against my chest. " Let me drink...blood...Dr…Ink...Trust...Me" " I do trust you! I do! " She looked frantic now, trying to find something to cut herself with. " Kiss me...Kiss me Gabrielle." I barely coughed out.
As she bent down to grant my last request I grabbed her neck roughly. She gasped but it was too late, I had sunk my teeth into her soft neck. She struggle for a moment and then fell limp. )
Copyright. Jessica gaude.